2015 is quickly approaching, a whole 12 months ahead can be exciting and scary. I graduate in July and to be honest I'm pretty scared. This is the first time where *flash-forward one year* I don't know where I will be in my life. In the past I haven't known what that year will hold, but I knew what I was doing at least.

Having no student loan, student card, house share, savings of any kind and at the same time being flung into the big wide world. 3 years sounds like a long time, yeah? Well it goes *snaps fingers* like that. And its been a blast! Now I'm doing my dissertation and need to figure out my next step. Over the holidays countless people asked me 'what's next?' or 'what are you going to do when you finish?'. All I replied with was, my favourite motto, 'I'll cross that bridge when I get to it'. The reality is, I don't know where I'll be living or what I'll be doing at that point.

I've always been one of those people that can change their mind at the drop of the hat, when it comes down to my life path anyway ha! I found an au pair job online that started ASAP and debated taking it...with 5 months left of my degree... Good one! My 21st is next month and when I was younger I thought I'd have it all down to plan by 21. There's so much I want to do; travel, write, carry on with Hey Mil, start vlogging, pay back my student overdraft and have a flat or house (to name but a few). It's just the step in-between.

I realised yesterday, that I haven't actually booked anything for the oncoming year. I normally have something in the mix, whether it be a gig or holiday or something. I have a blank space this time around (well apart from a wax in January, that doesn't count haha!). Is this a good or bad thing? Maybe 2015 will be full of spontaneous adventures? Or have I given up? I'm a firm believer in going out there and getting it, so I better go and get it!

Not knowing what you want to do for the rest of your life is ok. We are the generation where doing what makes you happy is more important, having just one career isn't necessary. What's the worst that can happen? It doesn't matter that I don't have it all figured out, you can cross that bridge when you get to it :) Here's to 2015, booking things and being spontaneous!